Adventures in the Mind of a Deranged Lunatic

(Otherwise known as Jerr's World)

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Fuck.

It's the culmination of two months.

Tonight, in St. Louis, at The Luminary, was the Moonface concert. I found out Moonface was coming here to St. Louis two or three months ago. I was ecstatic! I was even happier when I found out The Luminary is wheelchair accessible, despite looking the opposite. Ten dollar tickets were no problem to buy.

Fuck.

It's the culmination of two months.

So my sister and I are going. One of our friends too; we bought her a ticket last night. Concert started at 8 PM tonight. We left early at 7 PM to get there. My excitement is up, even if there aren't outward signs of it. Spencer Krug is one of my favorite artists, and this would be my first time seeing him!

Fuck.

It's the culmination of two months.

We got lost.

We drove around in circles for three hours thanks to a broken GPS that kept telling us to turn around. When we asked for directions, from four different people, we got lost again! We headed home at 10 PM.

Fuck.

It's the culmination of two months.

For the past two months, the only offline friend I made who wasn't a family member or one of my sister's friends hasn't been replying to any texts or online messages I've sent him. I haven't seen him since October. I only know he's still around because of Facebook.

I really needed this night to be awesome.

Fuck.

It's the culmination of two months.

When we got home, I left the house. I went for a stroll. Went to the Old Time Pottery parking lot, it was 11:30 and dark. I was alone. I took a deep breath.

Fuck.

It's the culmination of two months.

I yelled fuck.

Fuck.

It's the culmination of two months of shit.

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