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I got Shelly on EQII, yay!

So, if these budget cuts to home service care pass in Illinois, I wonder if I should move out of state? I'd probably need to save up for a year or two :C(

Finally transferred the files I wanted!

Was at Home Depot today and saw someone that looked familiar. Then it hit me, he was my next door neighbor when we were kids. On the street I'm living on now.

But as with anyone else I recognize, we said nothing to each other.

My parents visited from Sunday to Thursday. They surprised me with a new computer. Problem is, as much as I love it I still have a computer case and processor in my room. I know they mean well, but I still have to complete that computer.

Just may take me a little longer considering I love this new one they got me. 300 GB hard drive. Athlon 64 x2 3 GHZ Processor. 3.5 GB of RAM. It's a great early birthday gift! I should look for the documentation online, though.

Anyway, it was a great week. They bought the foster kid, she's 1 year old and seems to love everyone. Dad took me to see Star Trek.

Sister's got a headache and is yelling at me when I need help. Her boyfriend won't help because he only helps me with certain things when she's not here. His words.

Damn computer won't let me log into EQII because it needs more RAM. Stupid wheelchair is supposed to be fixed but it's even shakier when it moves than before.

Today sucks.

New clothes for my EQII halfling:

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Added someone who added me. Their journal is in Russian, though, so can't read!

So I told him I didn't want to be friends with benefits, just friends. He said he understood. I said I wanted to just be friends.

And he lives back in Missouri as well.

Now, on to some other stuff.

I need to start building my new computer. I have the case, I just need everything else. Same plan as before, one part per month.

First order of business, this:

http://www.newegg.com/Product/Product.aspx?Item=N82E16819103471

I've been debating on whether I should get Windows XP or Windows Vista. Either way, Ubuntu will be the back up OS. It's going to be a gaming machine so I worry about compatibility issues with the OS. I also know diddly squat about good hard drives and power supplies. Can anyone point me to a good 300-500 gig hard drive as well as point out a good power supply? Cheap is a must, but I want cheap yet full of good quality. I want this computer to last me for a while.

I'm disappointed in myself because of my last post. I believe in showing both sides of the story. I don't always present both sides, though, and the last entry was one of those times. All because I was angry.

So here it is, a more calm post hopefully showing both sides, behind the cut.

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I'm still mad about being stood up again. It was the fourth time, and there shouldn't have been a fourth time!

Part of me still wants to meet this guy. Another part of me doesn't want to bother because of being stood up four times. My biggest problem with the last time is he said he could make it that day, and still didn't make it! I text messaged him and it turned out he went to Missouri and wasn't leaving for four hours. I really wish I had asked him what he was doing there.

I gave him one opening that day too. He could stop by when he came back, if he wanted to. No-show though.

Saw an old friend at United Seating and Mobility. Today was good.

I was stood up again today. On top of it all a lot of stuff has happened that's just making me tired of being me. I haven't felt this way since grade school. Hopefully I'll be in bed soon and asleep.

For those not familiar with how to read manga, read each panel and balloon from right to left. Read the words like you normally would. It's like reading a comic backwards.

Anyway, read this. Seriously, please read it and tell me what you think. Here:

The Enigma of Amigara Fault

I've been trying to be less and less angry lately.

Without much success.

It seems I can't escape getting angry these days. From people in my life pushing the wrong buttons to stupid trivial little things. Even just this morning I was ranting about how bad it looks for us gay people, in general, when gay couples, who have been together for only a few months, decided to marry right away just because we suddenly had that right in certain states. This was the result of my first full viewing of Judge Karen, where one guy was suing his ex for a computer and the ex was counter suing for medical bills and an electric bill. Basically, he drunkenly beat up his ex and they get married so said ex-husband couldn't testify against him!

Granted, straight couples also do it. And it makes me just as angry. If you're going to get married make sure you're doing it for the right reasons!

However, I need to lessen my anger.

I want to see an exact remake of Six Degrees of Separation using the characters from A Shark's Tale.